Grandad

I have to say that I am truly blah! All I can think about is my grandad who has a mass in his chest that is also showing up in his left lung and under his arm. I try not to think of the "worst", but being in the medical field and seeing what I see, of course I think the worst. My grandad is not your normal "grandpa", he tells us dirty jokes that make you laugh so hard you almost pee your pants, he still works fulltime at 80 years old running Massey Painting, goes to the horse races, bets, and somehow always wins! He is a one of a kind!

I know that the day will come that he will not be with us, but I am not ready for that yet. I am not ready. Brian knows that if anything ever happened to my MeMe or Grandad that I would be hysterical! I am so glad that I have great memories from my childhood and adulthood with them.

He has a biopsy scheduled for Thursday and I am pretty sure what the outcome will be. He has smoked since he was 13 and is now 80. I just can't except it right now. I wanted 2010 to be a great year.........this is not something anyone planned or could control, but it is not what any of our family was expecting this year.

Please keep our family in your daily prayers.